I have not been on here in 2 years. wow. I love looking back on my art and my journals.

I am now a junior at the University of Southern Mississippi. Life has been busy for me it seems. I hope to get on this account more often and update more of my art. Thanks. Much love. Peace

i dont have time to spend at the computer anymore. i enjoy web design but i can not bring myself to spend HOURS on the cp now.

lets see what has happened since my last update....
2006.
junior year is over. finally a senior. im ready to graduate.
i turned 18.
lost more of my close friends bc of stupid reasons.
grown up just a little bit more... each day.
found a guy but broke up.
fell in love with a friend of mine........ again...... i miss our friendship
we still are not the same after our "brake up"
and now im with a special guy. srs. he means a lot to me.
i do not want to lose him like i have in my past.
life goes on................... with or without the people closest to you.
i need them but then again.. im good on my own. screw them.
i have my few close, true friends and my family.
thats all i need.
my summer is pretty much planned out.....ahead.
dana my first cousin to get married. her wedding this weekend
im going to work at the mda camp. june 11-16
warped tour. june 29-31
im ready for this. i also need a JOB!! part time. close to my house i hope.
my life is good now. cool, calm, and relex. no more stress/drama.

ya its almost christmas. ive given up on writing in this journal. no one ever comments. its pointless. i really like the little emotIcons, very fun.
i have other sites
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In 2004 did you:

1. Go to a party? yeahh
2. Try something new? yep
3. Have someone change your life? ya phil has
4. Kiss someone? yesss
5. Tell your family and friends you love them? ya. ily
6. Buy something extravagant? of course
7. Do something nice for you? i guess so
8. Do something terribly wrong? nah dont think so
9. Move? no
10. Go to a concert? yeah hardcore shows

Best of the Year:

1. Party: prom and homecoming i guess
2. Show: Wild Boys, every1 loves ray, Bam
3. CD: yeah yeah yeahs, gwen, greenday "american idiot"
4. Movie: too many to name
5. Song: idk titles
6. Experience: ahh man ... there was a lot of 'em!
7. Concert: last show- plastic glasses
8. Book: mm cant remember
9. Month: march started to date phil
10.Day: my bday april 12th


Hopes for 2005:

1. Predict something that you think will happen in 2005? phil will go off to college
2. What do you hope changes about your country? no more war
3. What do you hope for yourself? be happy, be with my friends, more healthy lol
4. What do you hope for your family? stop fighting, to forgive each other
5. What do you hope for your best friends? that they are happy
6. What do you hope for the rest of your friends? that they have fun woo hoo
7. Do you think any amazing medical advances will be made? umm sure why not the cure for cancer
8. What is your hope for 2005? that it will be a great year! meet new people. have a fun summer.

During 2004:

where were you when it began: talking to chris on the phone at home bc i was sick
how many boyfriends: maybe 3
broke up: yeah
care to mention names? paul, daniel
new friends: yeaa like a million
name them: to many to name..
had to say goodbye: bailey, liz, and phoung
missed anyone: yea ^
win anything? nah dont think so
best place you went to: camping
worst place you went to: uhh school
happiest moment: there was a lot of them when phil got up the nerve to ask me out
how was your birthday: i cant really remember
sum up the year : over all it was oKay!! i met A LOT of really great new friends that i hope i stay close to! there were a lot of good days and a lot of bad! summer was good and this year has been a lot of funn! hope`05 will be as good. nO rEgreTs!!
*2005 here we come!!

i hope u have a very MERRY Christmas..
i know i did LoL
Phil!!! ily
i got money from family
plus cds, jewelry, bras, panties, and clothes.

*here is one of my many favorite
CHRISTMAS SONGS!

Santa Baby
by Marilyn Monroe

Buh-bum.. buh-bum...
Santa baby, just slip a sable under the tree, for me
Been an awful good girl
Santa baby so hurry down the chimney tonight

Santa baby, a '54 convertible too, light blue,
I'll wait up for you dear
Santa baby, so hurry down the chimney tonight

Think of all the fun I've missed,
Think of all the fellows that I haven't kissed
Next year I could be just as good
If you check off my christmas list

Santa baby, I want a yacht and really thats not a lot
Been an angel all year
Santa baby, so hurry down the chimney tonight

Santa honey, one little thing I really need, the deed
To a platinum mine,
Santa baby, so hurry down the chimney tonight

Santa cutie, and fill my stocking with a duplex and cheques,
Sign your x on the line
Santa cutie, and hurry down the chimney tonight

Come and trim my chirstmas tree,
With some decorations bought at Tiffany's
I really do believe in you,
Let's see if you believe in me

Santa baby, forgot to mention one little thing, a ring,
I don't mean on the phone,
Santa baby, so hurry down the chimney tonight

Hurry down the chimney tonight
Hurry, tonight.